take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
10/31/2006
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
hmm my post is jux gone lik tis in jux a few sec ... it contains some of my tots . sniff sniff .
erm was tinkin tat i alreadi to start missin my frens even tat we met up jux a few daes ago or even if its a couple of mins ago . bt i feel tatz its realli nice to hang out wif frens . although mii n gang mit up around once a week , seriousli ppl it gives mii a damn heart-warmin feelin a feelin of LOVE ... u can take it as a greedy tot of mine bt i will realli love n appreciate it if we can mit up more den once a week cuz i rather hang around wif a grp of ppl who noe n accept mii fer who i m than wif a grp of ppl whom i dun feel easy wif . bt i noe i shld nt make them "cater" to my selfish "needs"!hmm guys tis is frm the most bottom of my heart -- GUYS I LOVE U PPL LOADS ! MORE DEN ANITINK ELSE ON TIS PLANET I TINK ... N BELIEVE MII I WILL CHERISH THESE MAGICAL FRENSHIP OF OURS TILL THE VERI END.THANX GUYS FER APPEARIN N MAKING A DIFF IN MY LIFE ! kk i m nt sure if wat i had in tis update is of ani sense or [except fer the previous sentece] so its okiez if u ppl ignore it cuz i'm jux tryin to share wif my bloggie some of my tots ...
n btw i hate my stupid brokeback bro to the core !!! N STOP ACCUSIN MII OF STUFF TAT I DIDNT DO TO U B4 U DIE IN MY HANDS N STAY THE FURTHEREST TAT U CAN GET FRM MII!!! OR ELSE !!!!
kk peeps gtg !!! bye !!! muz miiss mii as muchiex as i miss ya ppl !!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
10/30/2006
Monday, October 30, 2006
hmm went out wif kxt n lex todae n played pool fer the 3rd consecutive wks liaoz .however todae's atmosphere was kinda weird .which none of us knew y. n the most unbelievable tink is tat kxt gt the white ball into the hole fer 15 times todae !!! yes ... cant believe it rite ???after tat we jux went hm lor was caught in the stupid heavy rain . hmph weird kxt suddenli cor-ed n ask mii y recentli so emo bt erm sorrie mii myself dun even noe the ans to tis qn .bt dun worrie bout mii lah . cuz its of some stupid tinkin of mine tat i dunnl wat . itz okiez if u all leave mii alone when i emo-in i wont blame u ! btw thanx fer ur concern my fwen !
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
10/28/2006
Saturday, October 28, 2006
hmm realli boring during the past few daes !!! i'm goin crazi ... oh no my previous leg injury was acting up again liaoz... so painful sia...sob sob*-*,hmm every1 was either emo-in or sick or jux lazi to go out ... uncle had been sick fer the past whole week wif a fever tat charts lik the 1 u see on of a stock market dunno wat wrong oso...hmm get well soon kays ... miss u loads n the time we guys goin out together . kena ps-ed by ppl todae( u noe who u r ... ):) haiz oso dunno jux doesnt seem to hav ani mood fer anitink tat i'm doin or have to b done its jux a feeling of emptiness tat i had in mii which dunno came frm where n i had nev had it b4 till recentli.
IT'S JUX SO
EMPTY
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
10/26/2006
Thursday, October 26, 2006
y do i hav tis sickenin n irritatin feeling in me ???!!! makin mii so tong ku , y ???? its makin mii screamin out fer help !!! ani1 out there can help mii ??? I'M DYING OF THIS FEELING!!! sniff sniff !! sob sob !!! HELP !!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
erm was emo-ing the trend fer the past 2 wks ??? it seems lik to mii though ! every1 was nt in their usual self or mood n dunno watz goin wrong . hey guys u al beta dun keep mii in the dark or else . hmm . piggy was sick since sundae n tat silli pig still came out n walk all the way hm . i was oso sick on wed bt everytink is alrite nw . had a damn gd chat wif some1 i had nt been chatting wif fer a long time . i tink it seems easier fer mii to chat wif ppl online or on the fone . mayb becuz they cant see my expression n wont make mii hesitate to tell my prob . aniwae i feel beta chattin online n on fone .however there r u guys out there whom i realli love to chat wif no matter hw . although i hav so doubts still bt jux wait on n c bahx . hey n remember tat i trust ur judgement tell mii stuff if u can !
kk tat will b all i tink . cuz some of my messy feelings i find it hard to tell through tis .
guys long time since i see every1 wif a smile on all our faces liaoz if nt it will b a veri mian qiang 1 . cheer up guys . I'M LOOKIN FORWARD TO IT !!! hope to hav a gatherin soon i might b the 1 organising mayb on a weekend ani ideas of where to go n wat to do pls let mii noe . ani1 is okiez most prob is the usual gang bahx . kk so [ miss devil dun complain my blog sian liaoz okiez !!! i updated liaoz . ] kk gtg . love u guys loads !!!
MUACKIEZ !!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
10/22/2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
SORRIE ! i'm sorrie guys ! i jux dunno watz hapenin to mii btw dun worry i'm nt referin to u guys . its another grp of mine tat i used to hang out wif previousli b4 us . jux dun worry . cuz i myself dun even noe watz happenin to mii . it's okiez if u jux ignore mii fer the time bein i wont b upset wif u . so once again i'm sorrie guys .i believe i'll be back to my usual self soon so wait fer mii !
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
10/21/2006
Saturday, October 21, 2006
why ??? y m i always the 1 sacrificin to let u guys b happi ??? huh ? den wat m i . seriousli i dunno . y hav i gt to let myself b the 1 gettin hurt ??? guys jux leave mii alone n vanish on my own . i dun wan to b the 1 gettin hurt animore so pls giv mii a break from all this stuff otherwise i will go to a damn far place where i dunno where n b lockin myself up and never b found . so guys jux let mii b alone n end the sufferin by myself n will b back if i find myself okay enuff to face u guys !
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
10/17/2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
hmm went out wif lex , kxt ,and justin. went to town, den met them there n we headed to kinokuniya cuz UNCLE lex wanted to buy set of new tarot bt was physcho into nt buyin hahaz in the end bought a bk which he forgot who he lent to . after tat went to walk around taka n heeren and den headed to cine for food as the three of them have to get their itchy mouth movin and ltr nth to do we ended up playin pool at cine. its lik omg there goes my first experience ( hey wat r u tinkin ) firstexperience of playin pool lah. had lotsa fun . den we headed hm as kxt cant go hm late n mii too. den again fer the second time we WALKED back hm frm amk mrt n as usual the first stop is kxt hse n den the funni tingy is justin hse is the nxt stop muahahah. den to my hse . kays lah nxt time wont bully u again lah old man ( u noe who u r ) take care of urself worx .den on the way to my hse uncle lex was lik sayin tatz the first time he send a guy to his hse . hahahz . den alex fone was lik so stoopid send a song so mani times oso cant pass thru den in the end can le . hey its ur fone tatz useless kays. and den he used his leftover 1/4 of his life to make it back hm.kays tatz for all lookin forward to our gathering of the four of us tis wk! byezz!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
10/09/2006
Monday, October 09, 2006
erm long time since i last updated my bloggie !!! was okiez fer the past few daes except fer the bloody haze went out wif frens tat long time didnt hang out wiflmy 38 partners fer my b'dae lik kxt , sharon , alex ,yp and crap around . time wif the few of u was always tat great and peeps a new 38 partner --- mx . heex ! alex and kxt came to look fer mii fer mooncake fes and we played at the park near my hse fer awhile cuz kxt cant get bk too late . and mii and mx went to citylink todae fer my survey for mr tang's project .and after tat we went new york new york fer the meal fer todae . we had bbq ribs ( we shared it jux lik a couple . hahaz !!!) and choco fondue bt i was lik jux okiez.and the meal of the dae cost us around 60 ++ hmmm pocket gt big big hole nw hmm.... sniff sniff !!erm went to watch rob b hood todae as well the show was jux damn niceee . the baby is jux so cute .. cutie cutie ! den after tat kxt jio mii go vivo city bt didnt go cuz was too farand mx was wif mii at tt time . nxt time plan earlier den jio mii again okiez ??? waitin fer ur date hahaz.!!! ROFL !!!erm end here bahx . i promise i will be back to update more regularli de . xiang xin wo =)gtg ! bye ! muackiez ! came upon tis msg n i felt realli touched by it n so let it b the msg fer the dae !!!
A gReat frEn iS aN exTensiOn oF mY owN SelF .without U , iM nt ComPlete . BeTter taKe gOOd caRe of UrseLf cOz I doN't wAn To loSe a SpEcIal PaRt oF mE !!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
