hmm back to bloggin
dunno if its rite to update tis entry of mine
cuz it gonna hurt someone(mayb)
bt if i dun i might feel very terrible in mi
hmm days had passed
soon it'll be months n years since that day
hmm i am gettin into another relationship soon i tink
though i noe that i might nt supposed to be doin so
bt i dunno
so i might be jux walkin around blindly
i really dunno at times wat i'm exactly doin
at times i'll tell n scold myself fer doin the wrong tink when i tot was
bt ltr comfortin myself that i'm nt , bt jux lettin myself be loved n cared fer by someone
bt at times i dun can le
i can even look upon myself as only a piece of rubbish
tinks that i should nt do i've done
jux to let myself noe or mayb try to understand
tried smokin though i noe ppl dun lik mii doin so
bt dunno y
the tot of ya still kinda makes mii feel that i still cared alot fer ya
ya stil stayin in some part of mii jux tha i dunno how much and where
always wonderin if somedae will ya take over my heart again or wat
bt no matter wat happened i tink ya dun care fer mii animore le
since that day there's nt even a msg or wat
bt it's okay jux let mii continue carin n lovin ya in tat lil part of me
jux hope mayb a pop over to jux sae a lil hi might make my day
sorry fer the one out there who's been wif mii since that day
i noe wat i'm doin might nt be the right tink
bt afterall it was half a year of relationship
feelings grown far to fond to be kept immediately
though i might look a lil crazy at times in front of ppl
it might only be a mask tat i;m wearin so tat u peeps wont worry fer mii
times at night i can only cry into the pillow when memories comes back to mii
hope ya wont blame mii fer wat i'm doin nw
gif mii some time to accept ya better
sorry and thanks fer the love n care ya showered mii
they are rerally appreciated
thanks
